Renovating

Assalamuallaikum,
OH well this is the first time i made something that used the longest English words. i know i'm not too good at it. But until when i must keep standing there afraid to jump off from the boat even the water i can see it's bottom so clearly where it's not deep at all. my grammar was absolutely hancur (messy). yeah my age is 20 and my English was really same as the children. somehow i adore people that can speaks so fluently, write so smoothly and how they can do that? why it's not me? awwhhh i better start to learn harder this time, i will take my MUET exam soon and i hope i can do it. Look the words i use now is too simple isn't? nothing attractive uwwrrhh. Alaa it's okay now just we wait that starting from now i try my best to manage in this easy thing. it's easy yeah! i need to believe it!

Sorry if i made you laugh but i'm learning and i'm not afraid of those laughing. hehe. i can laugh too and i know its fun. everybody got their baby step and get laughed at and i thinks it's normal. what can i do is motivate myself and this thing won't make me lose my spirit. i has my goal and i will get it that is what my type and i do not care what will crash into my way, i will get it!. ahaa well maybe now this thing looks like a nonsense essay, okay i stop it now. next time i add new pose and with all English. hehe. goodbye! goodnight!